last journal!!!

u ready for the test!!!?? i will cross my fingers for u guys !!! we all will pass the test and will see on the real campus!! i am really thankful to my TWO awesome teachers.. and my classmates.. i have been happy with u guys!! i will never forget this class and let's keep in touch ok??
^^ haha not done yet we will see tomorrow!!! the party will be fun!!

GOD FAFA

Finally I become God father. Do u guys remember my church friend who I usually give a ride?? She finally gave birth to two babies. They are twins. On last Thursday she went to the hospital to get checked suddenly the doctor said it is the day she had to have a surgery because her blood pressure was getting higher. So doctor advanced the date. She and her babies are now healthy and fine. One is I-van, another one is I-an. They are super cute.. OMG. I am so happy to be their God father.

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It was cloudy and rained. I didn’t want to go out… I have stayed at home for whole day. I was about to go to the library; however, I couldn’t do. I don’t feel well. My back is killing me. It hurts more when the weather is bad. I hope time goes fast and I will go Korea to get checked for my back. By the way I am going to do homework

happy thanksgiving day

Oh… it was very impressive Thanksgiving day!! My younger brother’s girlfriend prepared a lot of food for us and we had a great lunch. Honestly the food wasn’t that delicious however, I could notice her effort. The mood was like homely. We were getting each other and shared experiences. The Funny thing was about my second bro. Today he was planning to meet a girl at night and he was trying to contact with the girl. However, he couldn’t make it unfortunately. So the rest of us were trying to figure out why he was rejected and talked about how to be successful in relationship with the opposite sex. I and younger brother’s girlfriend were trying to persuade him because he when too manly when he was on the phone. I went like you are kind of stone which is not processed however if u carve yourself u will be the greatest jewelry. And then everyone agreed with that, and laughed hard. Yes it is true... He is muscular, intelligent and handsome (I think…) however, he doesn’t have enough experience in relationship. Anyway we had a great time and I am really thankful to her.

SUNDAY!!

After church I went home and started cleaning my house. It was so dirty. There was a lot of garbage and dust on the floor. I vacuumed and wiped the floor with a wet rag. And then I cooked the Kimchi soup to have dinner. With brothers I had dinner like family time. We had not had family time for a long time. We had a conversation and shared how we are doing. I was thankful about we can have dinner together. I came back home after giving my third brother a ride to station. I am so tired… I think I have to go sleep!! C u tomorrow guys!!!

My headache chronically restarted bothering me. I began to take Tylenol again. It had stopped for almost year. However, I don’t know why I started bothering me again. Direction how to take Tylenol is to take 2pils every 8 hours. However, I need something stronger because it doesn’t work at all. I usually took Korean product which function as same as Tylenol. It really works for me. Anyone will say “do not take it too many or do not rely on it” I know how it will affect to my body. And I really want see a doctor and get checked. However, In America no way!! It is too expensive and it will damage my economic situation. I really miss my country and I hope time goes fast. I am planning to visit Korea on next vacation. It would be next summer. I am afraid that my body condition is getting worse.
PS.. Serkan!!! Congratulation and happy Birth day!!!

flashback!

My grandfather always said “Be always thankful.” I disliked his teaching because he always gave me a long lecture. However, now I miss him so much. He died 5years ago when I was in Korean army. I started having flashback of the day. In the morning my peer said “sir! You are ordered to prepare for a vacation.” I thought he was kidding and playing around me because he was about to go vacation. However, I was told that my grandfather just died and I had to attend the funeral. I started crying and had nothing to say. One of my higher officers comforted me and said “Mr. Youm!! Your grandpa gives you last gift (he means vacation)… you set ur mind!!” I felt guilty because I didn’t give him anything and I haven’t said that I love you. He always prayed for my generation a lot. As an oldest grandson, I was given his endless love. However…. He was gone like that. Since he was gone I have tried to follow his saying. I don’t know why his saying popped into my head and I thought about him. I miss him a lot and really want to say “I love you” I believe he can hear me.

LaZiNeSs

Laziness…oh……today I slept for 18 hours wow…nowadays I’ve never slept like that long hour… but today… I didn’t do anything and just slept…lol but when I woke up, I had a headache because I didn’t get fresh air. Therefore I went the alley pond park which is near by my house and jogged for 10minute. I couldn’t do it anymore; it was definitely cold and windy. Oh..I still have headache…By the way today my laziness was out of control. Now I have to prepare for presentation and essay for writing center. Busy Busy Busy …I just came back to real life..!!

MUST SEE!!!

Today I feel better than yesterday. Good!!! I went to the church and our youth group prepared for performance on this Christmas. Last Easter our performance was really successful. The title was RECOVERY. All of our church member were touched and impressed. (a couple of members donated some money in order to encourage us^^;;) the performance was that we commit sins in our regular lives: however Jesus Christ forgives us, no matter how serious our sins are. Let me tell you the story. The Lord created the world and us However we are not thankful fot it and we just focus on what we like, such as SEX,MONEY,BEAUTY and DRINK, and do them. Finally we try to commit suicide that The Lord doesnt allow to do. Thankfully our Lord rescues and forgives us. And he gets rid of our sins by hanging on the Cross. The most important thing is he still loves us. My role was illumination^^ and I recorded all scenes and made this clip^^. I will display the clip to show you guys U will love it!! Anyway I am expecting the performance on Christmas will be good one too.

Hi guys!!!

I was so sick and had a high fever… I couldn’t get out of bed. On Thursday I went hospital and doctor diagnosed that I have a cold fortunately not a swine flu. I was scared of if I had a swine flu. I took the medicine doctor prescribed and slept for almost 2days. Now I feel better. I miss school and classmates. Today I will go library and study what I have learned so far. I hope I will not be sick anymore because I must study harder in order to pass the test!! I have limited time to prepare it. Guys!! Let’s study... and I wish we all meet regular course!! Let’s wish luck for each other!!