Yo!! cold!!! get away from me!!!

as i expected i have been in bed for 2days.. today i went to the hospital. Doctor diagonsised i have a cold and gave me a shoot. In the hospital there are lots of patients who have a cold because it is a change of season .as usual nobody cares of me i went the hospital by myself. at that time i didnt mind doing it myself. but... now.. i feel lonely a little. it's okay cause i did harder things. i am comforting myself. meanwhile i am worried about absence of class.. according to gisu, i have lots of things to do. i guess loss from absence will be bigger than i supose. for monday i pray god that my cold is gone .

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Yesterday I sent my cousin to Niagara Falls with a guide. I brought him to flushing at 6 o’clock. Then, I went to school. In school, I started being worried about him. I couldn’t focus on anything because I tried to call him several times, but he didn’t answer me. The best thing I can do was Just holding my cellular phone and waiting for his calling. So many things popped into my mind. What if…I don’t want imagine again. Finally, he called me and said easily I was sleeping in the car. I gazed at wall in blank dismay. What the... I was stressed too much. Even I missed writing workshop yesterday. I totally forgot about it. Today marina asked me “why didn’t you attend the work shop?” then I realized that I was absent. Oh my god!!!..(Christina I’m so sorry... I didn’t mean that.) .he just arrived at flushing and I took him home. I’ve been out of mind. Besides I am not feeling well. I guess I will not be able to go school tomorrow What a day!!!

Pimple!!!!!!!!!!

I hate my pimples. I am becoming like a monster. Pimpled spot on my face have been becoming more serious. Actually I didn’t have any skin problem. My skin was so smooth and looked nice. I guess the between injection for backache and herb medicine I am taking nowadays, there is some chemical reaction in my body; therefore it appeared on my face. Oh my god.. The herb medicine is almost done. I have only 6packs left. Why am I taking the medicine? Because my back is more important than my skin. yes there is no choice. However, it is fine and I am getting better except for skin.. I hope after finishing the herb medicine, my face will be restored like before. Please!!

Mockery of philosophy

I’m tired of this society. This is not fun. There is no individual character in this society. I am telling a report of disappearance to Korean youths. I am looking for individualities that disappear from you. I don’t have any information about them. However, the most evident thing is that they are eliminated before coming up. No matter what you have and think...I am just saying this and you can ignore this. My point is that youthfulness without individual character is guilt. Do not live forced life. Do not change your dream to actuality. Find your individuality that fits in your youth. Youth!!! Don’t be afraid of actuality. This is my mockery of philosophy.