Please!

One of my younger brothers slept over somewhere last night. I was worried about him because he didn’t mention it and his phone was off. I couldn’t go bed. In the morning he called and said that he was hanging out with his girlfriend. I didn’t know what to say. In my mind i was scolding him and was so angry. Without parents I am suppose to have responsibility about him. I felt concern about that he ran away from me unruly if I scold him. In the evening he came back home and I asked him to discuss. I started our conversation nicely. I asked him where he was last night and what he did. It was hard to keep being calm in the conversation. As a result, I ordered him a curfew and gave him some advices. Fortunately our conversation was done in peace. As an older brother managing brotherly relationship is complicated. My brotherly affection can’t be better. My little younger brother just turned into adult. It may not right for them to have a curfew. However, it was my best solution. I just hope they do what they gotta do and understand my mind a little, not at all.

Trace

While coming back home from school, Gisu and I had a small chat about love, girl, and something like that stuff. Especially I told him about my ex-girlfriend (I didn’t blame on her l0l) After Gisu got off the car, I kept thinking about her Actually yesterday she asked me some help. She misplaced her glasses in the church and she asked me to stop by the church and to open the door. There is no one in the church after 5 and I am the one who has the key. So I met her yesterday. She was just fine unlike me. We broke up 3weeks ago and it was kind of hard to say goodbye to her cause we were planning to marry and we were about to introduce each other to our parents. But as a result… we broke up. Honestly I don’t regret that because I did my best and showed my real love to her. But I can not dismiss the period I was with her and the things we used to use or do bother me sometime. That‘s it. I definitely know I just need a little time to reset maself and I am doing it well.

Ma cousin

On Friday one of my cousins came to NY from Australia. After school, I hurried to pick him up from JFK…. As I guessed, the traffic was heavy. While I was driving on highway, my uncle who is the cousin’s father called me and asked me when you were going to meet him. First pressure just happened. 1min later, ma cousin called me and..asked same stuff… “What the…hey guys … I am speeding now..” said myself. I was freakin’ nervous. However, what? Of course I couldn’t be mad at him. We have not met for 7years and this is fist time that we meet in other country. I felt strange about meeting. I suddenly asked myself “do u remember him?” Honestly, No. I was worried about if I would not recognize and find him neither. Fortunately, I met him there. It was not easy to recognize him as much as I expected. He is totally changed. He has grown his hair long like it reaches his shoulder and wears like hippies. Especially, he acts like adult. I remembered him as being young, innocent, and cute boy. After meeting him, I was exited and happy, Anyway, we came home then, 3 brothers and ma cousin went out to have dinner n welcomed him. Let me introduce ma cousin. He is Sun Jin, Australian, and 16 years old. He is planning to stay in NY for a while. So, I am looking forward to having fun with him. Also, I believe so. I am so happy with him.
But you know the funny thing … I will be sleeping in the living room!!! lol