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Today is Friday….oh!!! Finally!!! When I came from school, I started taking a nap for a while. However, after waking up, I did dishes, laundry, and all kinds of chores. Then, I was about to have dinner. What the…hell!! There was no food!! It happens every Friday. I haven’t gone shopping for a week. So, I went market to buy some foods. Afterward I came back home and cooked Mi-so soup which we learn in class. Do you remember that Japanese food which is related to longevity? Anyway, I just finished dinner. It is almost midnight!! I have become tired again. What a day!! Please somebody gimme energy!!!!

Yes i am positive

Oh!! I forgot to mention about my cousin. He left NY on last Sunday. On Sunday I usually work until 4 o’clock as an engineer in sound room. So, I got excuse from Pastor to leave earlier. Afterward we 3 brothers and my cousin went to JFK airport. While moving, I was silent. Actually I wanted to say something to give my cousin some advices. On the other hand, I didn’t want our mood to be awkward. I knew that if I said something, he would think me as a nagging brother. I didn’t want to be like that bro!! So, that’s why I tried not to say anything. Finally, it was time to say good bye. I just hugged him and said “I will miss you”. In my mind, I almost cried. However, he seemed like happy to leave. (Yes...It’s OK!! Said myself) He left like that. Nothing was special. Today my uncle who is father of my cousin called me and thanked for that I took care of my cousin. Moreover, he said my little cousin is changed a little bit. He becomes more cheerful. I was so glad to hear that. Then, he invited me to visit Australia next summer. Oh…he will welcome me?? Yes he will…I am positive lol Also, I hope that he will grow up to be a good man.

somebody help me!!!!!

My brain doesn’t work anymore. I feel like i am being stupid. Almost it is half of this semester. My English is supposed to be improved.It is getting worse. Actually, I was torn between writing on this topic or not because this journal can seem that I excuse myself and i feel shamful. However, I have to write and need some advices. Does anybody feel like this way?? Or if you already solved it, can you please give me a solution or a hint?